Yeah. If you so forgot that I moved to my other LJ, you should so add me now. Damn it. 

dominicanmuses

I have a new journal.

Add me there. I may come back here.

Or, you can request to be added here or there, and I will add you.

♥

It's... a new start for me.

 

dominicanmuses

i suck

I wander through the world
No meaning in my life
My mind is driving me insane
The hurt I've kept all years
So much want it to end
Don't want to live with this pain

I cannot follow through
As a downward sees a joy
Provide my mind with a cure
As I need to get my high
To choose to help me fly
Is a cost of my sorrow and my pain

Oh god please let me go
Let me leave the misery
I'm so tired in my head
Can't keep on living like this
Cause I have no life you see
I shall end my own misery


I wander through the world
No meaning in my life
My mind is driving me insane

Haha, I gankted these from Carin's photo bucket. Our adventure/photo shoot on Tuesday.

( Hot Day. )

Wow.
Lesbians and bisexual girls are hot.
Haha.
I think I'm in love.
♥
I'm going to create an artillery of lesbians.
Haha. And, they'll kick your ass. For me.
=)

"Name five of life's simple pleasures that you like most, then pick five people to do the same.
Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used."


1. guys and girls just being able to hang out regardless of gender, sex, or age, and have a good time without people looking crazy at them if they end up making out with each other or something crazy.
2. being able to lay in the chest of the one you love and feel comfortable and not have to worry about anything else.
3. the smell of laundry right out of the dryer, and you can put it on and it's nice and warm; works best on cold days.
4. living in a luxurious house when you could be living on the street
5. having a cell phone. it's true for me. hah.

@ Carin, Antoine, Dari, Carla G., and <>

You know what?
I'm missing the show I desperately wanted to go to.
And, I am highly upset, come to find out that my parents didn't want me to go so that they could go out.
Bitches.
But, I'm at home, doing work, reading this book, which isn't my type of book but good.
And, sick. Maybe it's good I didn't go out tonight.

Tell me how the show went kids.
'Specially you, Ashley, Dari, and Antoine o'course.

*Antoine and I have a conversation and it is very nice.*

iwishEMOwascool: i love winter fashion
hottphoenix101: that's what i am planning to wear to the mall. long sleeved button down.
hottphoenix101: those are love.
iwishEMOwascool: i hate winter...but theress so many more clothing options
hottphoenix101: that's very true.
iwishEMOwascool: i wear those small too
iwishEMOwascool: heh
hottphoenix101: and they look much better than short sleeve.
hottphoenix101: i do too.
hottphoenix101: duh, that's the way to do it.
iwishEMOwascool: aww look at us getting along
iwishEMOwascool: i dunno why i was mean to you
iwishEMOwascool: i'm sorry
hottphoenix101: i'm sorry too. i was being a bitch.
hottphoenix101: you made me have a bad day honestly on saturday.
iwishEMOwascool: i was that bad?
iwishEMOwascool: :(
iwishEMOwascool: sometimes
hottphoenix101: i think i yelled something out during our performance, and i got in trouble by my director.
iwishEMOwascool: i just get..in moods
iwishEMOwascool: and target innocent people
hottphoenix101: me too. you just added onto the stress i had. =(
iwishEMOwascool: lets kiss and make up
hottphoenix101: so it made me feel even worse. i even tried to meditate before the show, and i ended up crying. didnt help.
hottphoenix101: *make up*
iwishEMOwascool: no when we hang out
hottphoenix101: thanks for caring mister. =)
hottphoenix101: haha.
hottphoenix101: roflmao.
iwishEMOwascool: i funny
hottphoenix101: verrrry funny.

I feel better now. Thanks Antoine.

xx_emo_xx89's Halloween party:

___dotdotdot___ dressed as your brother.
__a__man__duh__ dressed as your grandfather.
__letsvogue dressed as the equator.
__messieee dressed as the main character of "Raging Bull".
_hoemygosh dressed as the Brady Bunch -- all of them.
_quach dressed as a new superhero: Battle Prime.
_standby_143 dressed as the Cardinal of UslistoTown.
_ur_lil_c_krit_ dressed as Optimus Prime.
amind_apart_ dressed as a elk, and it suited them all too well.
arina_wayz_06 dressed as a pimp.
beautythrupain dressed as the spirit of their dead grandmother Kara.
boho_boy dressed as the Limestone Power Ranger.
brandnewchapter dressed as Chekov from "Star Trek".
brokencuban7 dressed as a kicker for the Giants.
buriedascar dressed as a cross.
calliewallie333 dressed as a Level 1 bard.
carla3498 dressed as a character from "One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest".
carolinastars dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Room of Light.
cleansmyheart dressed as a kicker for the Bills.
crimson_sundown dressed as the spirit of their dead grandmother Dianne.
cutegaboi dressed as the love child of Jerry Seinfeld and Natalie Portman.
cutiepye1845 dressed as Ulysses S Grant, and it suited them disturbingly well.
decayingmascara dressed as Optimus Prime.
fierce_sexx gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as Trent Reznor.
frankville666 dressed as the Viscount of Day.
fuschiasarcasm dressed as Tiffani-Amber Thiessen.
ghettofagbag69 dressed as an iMac, and it suited them all too well.
gollyurdumb dressed as Paris Hilton.
iammophead dressed as a ghost.
ianpresent dressed as Wesley Crusher from "Star Trek".
im_after_you dressed as a weak cause.
im_haggard dressed as a angel.
immortalmanaic2 dressed as a junior button pusher.
jennam1489 dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley.
jonbovi dressed as Mel Gibson.
justmemargaret dressed as a bear.
laceybell711 dressed as Alex Rodriguez.
lastmessage dressed as Sung Hi Lee riding a eagle.
laurengrace dressed as Elvis Presley.
life16 dressed as a 1960's hippie child.
likelasttime gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley.
lilhamster201 dressed as a magic ghost.
los_charros dressed as a bottle of Morduoqex.
lovenofight dressed as a entree.
lyricallove dressed as Ellen DeGeneres.
messiejessie618 dressed as the Earl of Retroiqua.
mikalicious dressed as Beyonce Knowles riding a deer.
mindorheart dressed as a outfielder for the Marlins.
monophobichic dressed as Christina Ricci.
myonlysmile dressed as Paris Hilton.
need_a_chalenge dressed as a mummy.
one_sanch_whory dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Shield of Corpus Christi.
papabear_best dressed as the President of Monaco.
penthesethings dressed as a rust goblin.
pezseven11 didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
pink_pepper dressed as a part-time network administrator.
pinksmycolor dressed as the Brady Bunch -- all of them.
pixiefloors dressed as a new member of the Wu-Tang Clan, Happy Demon.
propane3143 dressed as James Buchanan.
rchsdramaking dressed as Yoda.
retropenguins dressed as the Governor of New York.
samanthahigbie dressed as the President of Ecuador.
scatfly dressed as Bill Clinton's cousin, though it looked more like the spirit of their dead grandmother Kristi.
sexyfreak01 dressed as John F. Kennedy.
skittles7842 dressed as the Viscount of Accelthinnix.
slowlydriftin dressed as a Franklin MayhewCooperative employee.
spilloutmyblood dressed as something nice, but what, specifically, you can't tell.
starrienites24 dressed as Jeff Goldblum.
stucksomewhere dressed as the Governor of North Carolina.
stupidizzy dressed as a 1970's disco child.
suger_baby_love didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
taintedlove11 dressed as Sarah Michelle Gellar.
takethemetro didn't dress up, spoilsport.
tearsosweetly dressed as a hat.
theboyhero dressed as a new member of the Wu-Tang Clan, Mighty Mastermind.
this_grudge_ dressed as a devil.
viva_la_him dressed as a chicken.
whenwebecomeone dressed as the love child of Colin Powell and Mia Hamm.
wings_of_dawn dressed as a police officer.
x___dancehall dressed as a first baseman for the Mets.
x_sex_is_love_x dressed as a bottle of Celerwimus.
xfalsebeautyxx dressed as a address.
xveritas dressed as a disturbing self-made character called "Goober Lizardshorts", and it suited them all too well.
youaremydisco dressed as Karl Rove.
youhavemefoever dressed as a new superhero: Air Girl.
your_rival_team dressed as a rabbit.
yoursweetmisery dressed as Caprice Bourret's aunt.

Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
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You should... listen to Chevelle.
I wonder when they are touring?
I want to go.

Here is a song of theirs... it's one of the great one's on their LP.

Be brave reshape
Can't force all into molds
Passing out schematics
Forcing all into molds
Once more about to change
Some try and fall beneath molds
Well it's your right so
[Chorus]
I'll keep on this path
Turning around bending shapes
Cutting it in
We could excel beyond
The latter fools
Start a new tone
Hating the same
Empty the room
So create, reclaim
Sovereign shapes tempting us
Ration out, their schematics
Dare we live without molds
So far what's left between
They try and fail beneath molds
[bridge]
Feel locked in a room
And starting to choke
Enticing the shame
Awaken a world our own

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That last post was so gay...

I did get that cell phone back. Call me.

(678) 314 3756

Call anytime. IDC who... it makes me feel all tingly when people do. Uh... yeah. Like, nothing really is going on. Just doing laundry. The cousin is shaving. He's like, 42, with no job, and plays video games all day. Loser.  He can't read either. LOL My dad and him are going to NY later tonight. That's why he's here. It's just me and him. Mom ended up working. Yay. So you bitches will see me.

Carin and Amanda Sanderson are supposed to come over Thursday. Chris Gamurot and I have a date to hook up soon. Uhm... other than that, IDK. Call me someone. I need some lovin'.

Yeah, and Gary nominates to have a penis and vagina day realllllll soon.

So, this weekend was awesome. Got my cell phone back, so people can call me. My number is 678 314 3756. Hit me up. Uh... mom is working. So, I will be online a lot. Yay. And my dad and I are talking. Yay. So much to write. My cousin is here though. He's old and wrinkly. LOL He's leaving later. I will explain more tomorrow. <3 Much love.

I have learned that mom will be here all next week, so you probably won't see much of me. Sorry. I am going to miss the net... love you all.

( Do Me... Both Ways )

You better do that shit too.

K. Showers are the shit. Uh... yeah. I just got out of the shower. Kinda sleepy. Didn't sleep yesterday. Blah. I went out of town, as I said. Grandma went to the hospital. She's OK now. I miss my friends. Idea. Me, Zack, Jenna, and James should hang out one day. I need to see Manderson... Manda-Shead, Carin, Betsey, Hazel, Callie-Wallie, and lots of other peoples. I'm lonely. I think Richard doesn't want me anymore. I'm sad. :-( Yeah. I need someone. Goh.

This morning was funny. James is the shit. Haha. He's so funny. No wonder Jenna wanted us to meet. We have a lot in common. Oh, CD collection! Lookie what I have. I listened to my music all weekend. Was a depressing weekend. Mommy and Daddy complained about how much weight I'm losing. Blah. But, I was consumed in music. I hate some of my CD's, but whatever. Here they are.

Linkin Park - Meteora

3 Doors Down - Away From The Sun

X-Tina - Stripped

The Killers - Hot Fuss

Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue

Jewel - 0304 ( I hate this CD. She can't sing. )

BEP - Elephunk

Muse - Absolution (love the CD)

Incubus - A Crow Left of The Murder

Jamie Cullum - Twentysomething

Rob Thomas - Something to Be

Gwen Stefani - Love, Angel, Music, Baby

Jason Mraz - Waiting For My Rocket to Come

Lil Scrappy - Trillville

Ying Yang Twins - Me and My Brother

Jill Scott - Who is Jill Scott?

I want to get the new Joss Stone CD, as well as Maria Mena. Plus, the techno CD, Darude. Darude is the shit.Sleepy. *rawr* I'm James' bitch. *dances* Mwhahaha. LOL We had a funny conversation today. Muhahah.

Mmmk. IDK what else. Making biscuits. Yum. I'm hungry. LOL In your face mommy and daddy. Lol

Kk. Bye. Leave comments. Lovies. Specially Matt. Oh... and you too James. Haha.

 

Talking to King James aka Eric. He's funny. LOL We are friends now. Yay.

I had to go to Selma, Alabama. Grandma went to the hospital. She's OK now. But... that was a gay trip.

Mommy and Daddy were talking about my eating habits. they said i am losing too much weight. they think i have anorexia. im just never hungry. grr.

i think richard doesn't love me anymore.

i've become james' new bitch. whatwhat. haha.

yeah. uh.

i may update later. this was just a quickie. like how i am in bed. lol

lovies.

Uhm... I will be gone tomorrow morning. I have training for the technical shit at my church. Blah. So, I won't be home for a while. Then, I am supposedly supposed to babysit my neighbor's kid. I may pass. I have 4 pages of my essay done. Hehe.

Just came back from swimming. That was so gay. Jordan drug me. Goh.


I'm number one on the hotties section on SCN. I rock. I knew I was... cute. And Jiro... you are hotter. I swear.

Love you.
Gary

And I need to get a photobucket.
Because I have pictures.
Of me.
Not to sound conceited, but Daddy erased the rest.
Yeah.
LOL

Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn
What is yo name?
Yo gangsta name be	Cold Cappa
You ride around in a	1964 Chevy Impala
Yo gang	Señor Padre's Las Personas Malas
Yo shoes be	Made outta trash bags
Yo dubs be dis big, fool	3,057
How much money you got?	$5.96333105251485e+25
How gangsta are you, bitch?: 79%
Quiz created with MemeGen!

I'm more gangsta than I though.

So many entries. Ugh. Read them all. There's a lot of juice... and PICTURES!

 

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